These are but vain attempts to express, by one who wears her heart on her sleeve. Words, much like love, can be ever elusive... ever frustrating... like trying to paint a million stories on a single canvass. If you will read, please do not ask. Just feel. Or at least try to. The meaning is, whatever you have felt to be there, or the lack thereof :)

Homesick.

I miss you
Whoever you are
A ghost, a memory, a vision
Whatever…
And I don’t know why
I just do.
I have also grown to yearn for you
Wishing you’d come a day sooner than tomorrow
And be my hero.

I have waited for you
I don’t know for how long
Never noticed when it really began
The moment just came, and I knew then,
That in my heart  I already know the one.

I have stood naked before the world
You’re the only one born to truly see
There is no question of who I am to you
I am your precious , and shall ever be.

Could you come away for a moment from the distant future?
And hold me now, close to your loving warmth?
You know be beyond silence,
So take me beyond peace
To where your love brilliantly shines  beyond doubt.

Come and shelter me within your wings
My dearest and closest friend, my seraphim
Fill me with light,
With grace and enduring faith
Never let me be afraid again.

Oh, would the Heavens forsake me if I ask you to stay now
But to be that sinner I’d gladly be…
Still, I want nothing more than to stay true to your love
My one true angel for eternity!

-09.25.03

Homebound.

I don’t know you but you are no stranger.
You are home and I’ve known you for eternity.
When I was born, I was meant to be with you.
To be bound to you by the closest of affinity.

I’ve seen you a thousand times before
In my dreams and during my darkest days.
I’ve felt your nearness and it has always been
That most serene and comforting place.

I don’t know you yet but I know you are there.
Heaven’s child – pure, strong, and true.
Someday will never be too bleak nor far away
With the surety of being reunited with you.


09.25.03
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