These are but vain attempts to express, by one who wears her heart on her sleeve. Words, much like love, can be ever elusive... ever frustrating... like trying to paint a million stories on a single canvass. If you will read, please do not ask. Just feel. Or at least try to. The meaning is, whatever you have felt to be there, or the lack thereof :)

Evanesce (The Words of Izrafel )

One last drop.
No more promises.
One more step and I’ll be
Nothing but a mere memory
For you will never care
And I have waited ‘til infinity
In vain have longed for
That supposedly shimmering rainbow
After the countless storms you’ve sent my way

It had always seemed futile
My every effort to keep near
So now I am walking away
Out of my own free will
No need to push me now
For no longer shall I be a pebble in you shoe

So long. No, don’t call my name
Don’t give me any reason to turn back.
You’ve had me fooled for so long
Pretending that you knew
But you didn’t, and never will.

Stop your pretensions.
There’s no more need to lie.
I can no longer deny what has long been in my heart
That you will never truly see me
No matter what

I’ll be passing you by.
I will try to forget
That once in my life
I have loved someone as blind as you.

2003 May 15

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