These are but vain attempts to express, by one who wears her heart on her sleeve. Words, much like love, can be ever elusive... ever frustrating... like trying to paint a million stories on a single canvass. If you will read, please do not ask. Just feel. Or at least try to. The meaning is, whatever you have felt to be there, or the lack thereof :)

Summer enrollment blues #4



Boredom’s killing me, kanina pa ‘ko dito
And yet sa tinagal-tagal, ‘ala pang result kahit ano
Kainis kasi talaga, gusto ko nang umuwi
At sa bitin na tulog, ako nama’y babawi
“ala na ‘kong magawa talaga
Ni ang magbasa ay ayaw ko na
Maski pa ba ang novel ay kay Anne Rice
Iyong Interview With The Vampire  niya




Eng’g lobby

17th April 2000, 2:41 pm

Summer enrollment blues #3



I’m really not so sure, but I think it was him
Just can’t clearly remember
Coz the memory’s gone dim
But he sure looked a lot like a male version of Mischelle
Features which I thought I’ve come to know so well
But there’s this great change
in the way he looked to me
He wasn’t as charming as I thought
Just more than ‘a trifle’ pretty

 Eng’g lobby


17th April 2000, 2:12pm


Summer enrollment blues #2



Kainis talaga ang sistemang UP
Kaya hellish ang buhay ditto
Ang hirap maging happy
You have to be real tough, and rough and ready
Kung di ‘agang retirement o kick out ang mangyayari
Pero sabi nila, its all worth it naman daw in the end
Eh pa’no nga kung feeling mo
buhay mo’y magdidi-end?!
Siguro nga depende rin sa iyong state of mind
Which for my part at this moment is
Fate isn’t really that kind




outside FC 3142



17th April 2000, 12:56 pm



Summer Enrollment blues #1




Oh God, ineligible na naman si ako
Ba’t ba ‘ng buhay ko’y lagging ganito
Pasakit na naman ang pagkahahabang mga pila
Not to mention ang mga oras ng pagtunganga
Kainis naman, ano ‘be ‘to!
Daig ko pang nag-extend ng Biyernes Santo
K’ya lang . no choice, ‘ala talagang magawa
Kundi ang pumila, maghintay, ngumawa!


(outside FC 3142)


16th April 2000


Beyond



If you will but listen, then you will clearly hear
The anguished cries of many a tormented soul-
Seemingly indiscernible among the harmonious voice of multitudes
But definitely there.

If you will but remove your prejudices
Then you will clearly see
Desolate figures haunted by loneliness
Hidden though they maybe
By a veil of hauteur, or
By a mask of pretend gaiety and fulfillment.

If you will but try to discern
True feelings under false pretenses
Then you will know
That many an action is done not out of a sincere desire to hurt
But as a desperate attempt to salvage
What little dignity and pride is left.

If you will but open your heart
Then you will comprehend
The misery and wretchedness of someone
Who has gone through so much pain
In simply trying to unravel
The mystery and meaning of the word
LIFE.


7th April 2000

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